Is the happiest moment, the moment you spend together? Time has been passing by, so much you have missed and time is catching up. How can one tell when it is enough or the right time? How you know what will happen tomorrow and when you will get to complete your moment or wish on time....

I guess we should be thankful enough to appreciate what we have now. There might be others out there who are less fortunate or not able to love the person that loved them. Like a set of jigsaw puzzle, you need the right piece to be fitted with the other...but not at all times you are able to find the missing piece.

Love can be so beautiful and yet so tragic....you put up your utmost faith in the relationship but was always set down with the disappointment with love running out of rhyme. Tested again and again, to go through the thick and thin. Tiredness soon to set in, yet you are still pushing yourself to the end.....Having your believe in it. When will the burning candle stop burning...
Level by level, door by door we pass this relationship, is it still a long way? Those moment that we nearly lost our ways, at a cross road to confuse on, only those who can see it through love, walks on. I see through the angel behind you that helped me through and hope not to be abandoned half way.....

I always believe in this phrase "If you really love him, you gotta set him free and if he returns in kind you know he is yours"

There is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved. - George Sand -

Couples seen holding hands, whispering away as the soft giggle follows...as I watched with envy. Is this the way you have chosen? Far and away from the one you love.

Every time spends together is so short ...here comes the weekend that I have been long waiting for. Meeting him finally, with the empty heart filled and energised for the moment. Holding his hands with full of warmth, it just lifts you up into the sky as though an angel has grant you their wings to fly. As we stroll along the walkway with all envy eyes on us, enjoying the hours which seems like minute. As the clock ticking, days are counted, finally the morning that you wake up and he has to leave for the land that you have chosen to stay away. The painful kiss goodbye.....and looking on to the weekend you will be spending again.

At times, you don't cherish the love around you till it is gone or no longer in your hand. Through trust, faith and full determination, you kept this love strong not allowing any space to step in between us. As you waited for the phone, the assurance of love through the cold technology, through emails which can't be filled with emotions and feelings but just plain text. You are always hoping for the moment you can just take off the mask of independence from your face and be the pampered kittens.

Why? Why all this? When you can just be by his side enjoy the everlasting moment. Is it true that you have to give up something to get other things? Soon the faith and determinations are tired, here comes the depression making you cry yourself to sleep. The tiredness of being strong was untold, the loneliness was not seen. We have our doubts when the wall which will be cracking slowly, bits by bits collapse.

As the morning comes, the sun shines, the birds chirping. You have forgotten again the loneliness and braising yourself through the corporate world, work and work. Putting on your chirpy and determination mask, telling yourself the thunderstorm has passed. Let’s look forward for another day of spring. You may lie to the world but the emptiness in your heart will always be there and not going away. You are trying to find comfort in pain.....