Silent has spoken

Finally the silent and ignorance has been spoken. We have a chat on the future and the present obstacles that is blocking the future. Love is actually a fairy tale? At times...is it true that people live happily ever after? The question mark in your head that will never be a given answer.

After much ignorance, silence and we finally talk...I guess that was the great obstacle that was distributing me for weeks....or should it be months. I thought we have the strongest foundation when I left him on the idyllic island to proceed my life. Down the memory lane that we once have the time in between with the common space. But the world doesn't revolves around only the 2 lovers...I believe this is heaven to know. Once again tested to stand againts time and distance. Look ahead gal...look ahead. Stop turning back....

The comfort that we provide both no words could describe and only the action tells a thousand words. We could feel the love inside of us, will we be the husband and wife in future? A big big question mark...but no matter what happened, we assure each other that will have each other to the day we die, may not be as a couple but the best of friend that no one could ever be replaced. I hope this stay true...

Why love have to be so cruel at times...I miss you, I love you and yet I can't be with you and all the obstacles..obstacles... Tested again and again....frustration again and again. The big stone has been unlock from the heart. We will have the faith.....but only time would tell will this fairy tale be happily ever after....

When we two parted, in silence and tears
Half broken hearted, to serve for years

Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
colder thy kiss,
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this

The dew of the morning,
Sunk chill on my brow
It felt like the warming of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken
And light is thy fame,
I hear th name spoken and share in it's shame.

Once a upon a time, the fairy tale starts...

A girl was brought into this world, she was not delivered to the silver spoon nor the bed of roses but instead the thorns....A kingdom who loses the king...but manage by the Queen. Life was not as beautiful as it is, going through the growing up pain...well, everyone has the gloomy days...I have the gloomy years. But am thankful for it as it makes me strong and learn life the hard way. But all gloomy days always be with the sun follows...

The most memorable moment will be the adventures teenage years...I found my lost soul...the so called twin sister that I lost last life. Life was indeed adventurous, we play together, we walk together, we cycle together and we shop together...we even fall together for the guy that makes us swear to each other. The funny part is, from then on....we part but deep inside we know we still have each other. Till one day we realized that our friendship was indeed more precious and can stand the test of guys...there has been a belief that guys will be the root cause of a failed friendship but that was not for us. We make it through with dignity...She became someone I shared every moment of my life with till this day. We are apart though but I know in our hearts, we will always find the comfort zone with each other. Now we not only shared the juicy gossips together but the ups and downs of love life together. Comforting each other when we argue with our boyfriend or the cold moment of break-up. No matter how bad the situation is, we know look deep inside we still have someone who shared the sorrow and lend a shoulder to cry on.

Is like a curse to us...we will never be together side by side but we have the unique friendship that we can never find elsewhere. The decade we spend together chasing each other...after school...we part as she went abroad...came the days she returned. We were still apart...on in central, one in north...then we decided to move forward and work for the same company and we did! But with just for a few weeks...with me moving up north...she decided to move to central. Sometimes, makes us wonder, is this the trick to hold this friendship together.

“True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.”