"How do you feel when you have to be the strong one? "

Question? Question?
It always fills my head.

Can you see my heart is aching under the rain,
Breakaway and let me heel the pain,
From the soul of the man who is uncertain.

Laying upon the pillow holding back the tears,
soon streaming down with the heart full of fears...
I understand there's no future for us here,
Guess I fool myself into thinking there was, Now you make it clear.

The moment, the memories and the nightmare keep haunting me
Days, months, years and decade we have been
It does get us going strong but weakness just have to set in,
and can I still be strong to keep this going...

Here I am looking out the window,
I'm dreaming about you and yet can't let go
Should I just end this relationship gracefully
Telling you I have move on and my heart bleeding profusely

I could no longer stand and keep this forever,
The fear on the past repeating over
I don't want to live with this anymore
I can't get over yesterday, it's never over.....

I don't wanna hear about it anymore.....
All the teasing, the complaint and bla bla bla...

Was that the last message sent across...
a friendship that had just ended in misery.
Is a shame that we got to live it this way...
We don't need to talk about it, Yesterday's just a memory.
Can we close the door? But we sure did. For what reason?
Nobody knows why.

A friendship that was lost in the battle of ego; Egoism has sacrifices the group, who once bring fun, happiness and the greatest time to everyone.
Anger has burn out the friends which are now the enemies.
Victory and ego is that more crucial than friendship?

Will the friendship we once have ended today?

Looking forward to be friends again.....