First cut is the deepest...

Not sure how to start but am quite disspointed in a way that now I know where I stand for one of my friend. We use to be close till some differences happens between us. Maybe I am the clean freeck that get on people's nerve.

I think I may be a bit pushy lately towards it....but words spoken are hard to retract...not sure how it really meant but it was once mention that those words are hardly used on any of the friend except those who are not so favourable.

I am not sure how to come around it. Trying to make the situation not so odd ward. I guess different people have different attitute and it takes some give and take to blend in. But at times it turns this to hypocrisies. Am I hypocrisy?