Feelings...are an abstract that some of time makes us loose control of ourselves.

Everything seems to be flowing and no longer a blockage in life. There is a past that I dare not turn back to look at. Life is best to let it auto run at times then controlling it when you are uncertain is hard. Control and getting it your way at times is so hard and brutal.
Release and let go for a while...then with peace you will find your way back on the track.

The bottom line to everything is as long as you are happy. No matter how a person perceived you as, you should be aware of who you are and what you are. There are people who make you feel lost, make you need to find yourself. But there are those too who makes you see everything seems certain and makes it from wrong to right. Making you to see that life is not all about suffering and misery after all. That will be the person I am awaiting for.

It is indeed a challenge but you need to know what it is....what it is that you want. Then you have a direction to move forward. At times, things are not as simple as you just want it to be but never drag yourself in that mud but pull yourself up and walk through it.
Walking away makes it relieve and another big step you have make to getting where you want.
Time will make you strong and to know all the right things to do and say. As long as you are real and happy, any other thing doesn't matter anymore.


He who love you dearly, will cry when you cry,
Will be hurt when you are hurt,
Darkness will turn to light
That's when you laugh and he would laugh
When you love and he would love you back

Boston

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed

The world you must have crossed
You said You don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeahYeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You saidYou don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains

Oh yeahShe said I think
I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah Boston
No one knows my name
Yeah No one knows my name
No one knows my name

Yeah Boston
No one knows my name