I really don’t know where I should confess my feelings.

Although I am just writing but at least it helps to release my emotional pain. Why am I such a loser? Over time by time being tormented and torn apart by the same person who hurt me again and again. When is this going to be the last time?

I am tired; I know it will be a painful process to walk away but in the current situation is too torturing. Looking at the person face to face and tell you that you are perfect but somehow I am the guy who always hurt you….and he is sorry.

Since I am perfect why I have to go through this pain. I wish I could just banish in the thin blue air.

I thought I once have you back by my side with the love that I could hold on and count one. But today, it all happens again. How do I convince myself to trust and love you again?

Pls tell me how…am I really that good that I am being taken for granted?
I can tell people not to take a person for granted but how am I in the situation to be taken for granted.

I know I will cry my eyeball out. I can’t stop and I don’t know when my eyes will be dry.

I really thought my life is so perfect comparing with so many people. With a click of hand, everything change…change to dust. It takes us a decade to understand each other but still have yet to understand.