Nightmare Reflecting Reality

This morning I woke up to a nightmare which was so real and brutal to my heart.
It all started with me and my friend taking a taxi to a hilltop Japanese restaurant. As I arrived, I was in the urge to look for a washroom. The taxi driver was kind enough to tell me that the washroom is quite a distance and can send me over. My friend went into the restaurant and I accepted the ride to the washroom.

As we are going up and up the hill, I was feeling kind of weird why the Loo is so far away. As I start to realize that it is not right, I decided to get myself off the ride. The taxi driver notices my action and immediately ran after me. He was trying to rape me. I manage to free myself as I run for my life. At that moment, I call up to the one I know he would be there to care for me. He picked up the first time and he was mumbling and wasn't sure what I was saying. The reception was bad and the line got cut off. I tried to call again...it was not able to be contactable as the phone is off. It was that very moment I felt I was no longer care of and is all up to me to save myself.

I managed to get myself home and my families were there for me. I am still as stubborn as ever so I picked up the phone to call and it didn't go thru at all. At that very moment, my heart just shattered is like a knife shaft in it and the door slap in front of my face. I cry myself out again and again...

I woke up by that time. I sat there for a while to think and even my dream is telling me he doesn't care anymore, why are you still so stubborn to hold on. I seriously need to get a life and stop this day dreaming. The dream was really so real as if it was a reality.