Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Wedding bell that might turn into shattered bell



How should I go on? Love myself more...how...but hurting myself to let go now and find some other people who love me better?



How to be sure about that, then how to be sure if I give him the chance he would remain loyal to me? It happen so many times.....I thank him for sharing the truth but I guess the truth hurts...



I am not sure if we pull through will we be really stronger or breakdown again. This will be another chapter in life.



I am numb and restless...I really thought I can count on him from the last time but over and over again I am dissapointed and over and over again I give him the chance to hurt me.



Am I giving him the chance now or am I giving a chance to myself.



I love him but I need to learn to love myself as well. There is a gap and how certain I am that the gap will close....



I hope time will point out to me what to do is the right thing....

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